A Wish!!

when i took my pen and tried 2 write what i feel, i couldn't
not becuz i'm afraid not becuz i don't care
it is just i stood hopeless...
don't know what 2 say
or even what 2 do
so lOst
so depressed
and so so alone
standing by myself alone facing this cruel world
i wish i can feel safe!!
but seems that it will always b a wish that will never come true
i wish i can say what i feel
i wish i can write it the way i feel it
i wish i knew what i really feel
i have lots of things inside me i wish i can know how 2 know me
i wish lots of things
but none of these things come true....
but sure everything happens 4 a reason..
so i have 2 keep telling me never 2 lose hope
cuz wizout hope no1 can live
cuz hope helps u 2 survive..
although sometimes u have just 2 lose hope 2 survive
cuz somethings need 2 lose hope in it cuz if u hold that hope u will suffer alot..
i just wish i can feel safe..
just a wish!!