Fake

what hurts the most when u don't know what u wanna do in ur life
what u really wanna from it
when u think u have everything and then in a sec u found out that u lost everything
u already didn't have anything
that all was fake
u r fake
ur thoughts
ur ideas
everything
even hope the only thing in ur life that is real
u find out that it doesn't exist at all
that u are living an illusion
everything u felt
every moment that passed u was fake
all ur life is fake
and u just stand without knowing what 2 do
u stand helpless
what hurts the most is u don't know the person u became
u became some1 else
some1 u don't know
some1 is not what u wished 2 b
now u r different person
and people still think u r the same old one
they don't know that u have changed
u became some1 else
what hurts the most is not knowing urself any more