It Just Stoped..long time ago.

i think i can't feel my heart
i keep wondering what happened to it
how did it die
or should i say who killed it wiz a knife?
left it dying alone..
i think i know who did that
it was me..
i'm the one who allowed it 2 feel
i should have blocked it
i should have done that long time ago
now it doesn't matter any more
now it is shut once and for all
now thanks 2 me it will never feel again
and that is better in its case