nOtHinG

too many things to say
but more things to hide
no matter how hard i try
i can't describe how i feel
i never felt this way
i never felt the way i do now
if there is any word 2 describe how lost i'm now
i will say it..
but nothing nothing can describe how i feel now
i wish i didn't exist..
i wish i was never born
i wish i never lived untill this day..
life is no more precious 4 me
i just wanna stop everything
i just wanna....
i don't know what want anymore
there is something kills me from inside
i kept searching&searching
but nothing
i wish i knew what is wrong wiz me
i wish i really did
i can't describe how i feel&that tears me from inside