sO lOst

sometimes i feel totaly lost
i wish i know what 2 do..
it hurts alot when u know the way &don't know how 2 get there
and no matter what u do u will always stay away far away
i try so hard &keep tryin but nothin chnage..
as when i try 2 help some1 dear 2 my heart&don't know how 2 do
i feel apart when i know that my friend needs help &i don't know how 2 help
u know i cry inside of me when i know that i'm helpless
and when i became sure that i can't help that friend..
i feel as if some1 sticks a knife slowly in my heart
i wish i know what 2 do
i wish i know how 2 help

and when u r sure that ur friend needs ur help but afriad 2 ask
and u wish u can help but don't know how 2 do
u feel as if some1 is tearin u from inside..
i feel that some1 is killin me slowly..as if i'm bein murdered slowly
i don't know how 2 describe such feelin..
i just don't
i wish i know what 2 do..
i wish i know how 2 help :(
plz somebody tell me what 2 do..
how 2 help..
i just 4 the first time in my life feel as if i'm not me&that i can't help my friend
&that kills me
at last but not least..i'm so lost&don't know how 2 help