Feelings

i feel like a stranger..
all i see is some1 lost hope,love and everything good in her life..
a person that don't know what 2 do
tired of thinking,working even living
a person who is clueless careless and clumsy
don't know what is wrong with me..
my whole life is messed up
don;t stupid things
saying stupid words
saying thing i think i feel
not saying the thing i really feel
just a person in life don't wish for living another moment like this
but still can't figure out what is the right thing 2 do
may b i see that way but don't know how 2 get there
how 2 feel safe
how 2 feel loved
may b it's an illusion may b it's truth
who knows what will happen..
u just wish u can b that person u used 2 b someday.