Sometimes..

sometimes you love someone very much
But when you try to get closer you hurt him..
sometimes you care too much
But when you try to show him you fail..
sometimes you try too hard to make things right
But instead you make them worse..
sometimes you wish too hard
But instead you get disappointed..
sometimes you put your hopes up and wait
But instead you watch them fall every time..
sometimes you just wanna run and say I care I really do
But instead you keep being silent..
sometimes you decide to go away
But you can't keep your distance..
sometimes you wanna say something
But you say nothing..
sometimes you prepare alot of words
But you can't remember any of them..
sometimes you intend to be strong
But you find that you are too weak..
sometimes you want to be invisible
But when you try you find yourself more and more visible..
sometimes you wanna be someone who can make a difference in someone's life
But instead you make him miserable
sometimes you wanna be that someone who can bring a smile on someone's face
But instead you make him sad..
sometimes you wish you can stop being so sensitive
But instead you keep hurting someone who you really care for and by that you hurt yourself..